Starting a new project

“Do you remember how it felt, wearing shoes for the very first time?”

That was what I asked my friend one day before track practice. She gave me a very weird look and blankly said, “No. I’m a senior. I was probably two years old when I first put shoes on.”

I laughed and explained why I asked the question in the first place. Before I went off to the track and talked to my friend, I was putting my track shoes on at my locker. I wasn’t really paying attention- the process was repetitive. I knew how to put on shoes. But then, there was some sort of oddness. My shoes felt as if it was trying to conform my foot into a new direction. It kind of tingled.

But I ignored it and put on my other shoes, without looking, and searched through my bag for the sunscreen (which was ridiculous, now that I think about it. There wasn’t even any sun out that day). I walked.

After half way out of the hallway, I finally got fed up with the weird footness (yeah, that’s now a word) that was going on and looked down, ticked off that I probably injured my foot so I couldn’t run that day.

No, no. It wasn’t anything like that. I just put the shoes on the wrong foot. Opps.

Okay, before this makes me sound completely stupid and irrelevant to the writing process, there is a point.  

Writing is like putting on shoes (bet you didn’t think I was going to say that, now did you?). You may not remember when or how or why you started writing, you may have just that tinkling remembrance of the joy you felt in writing your first manuscript. And then, when you were done and ready for your new project (or your revisions or editing or rewrites stage), it may just as well feeling as if you had put your shoes on wrong. You’re going to feel as if you remember knowing how you wrote drafts before- you have been working on it for years. Or, if it was your first time writing a story, you at least wrote in school for how long now? Twelve years? It should be easy.

But staring at a blank page? Frightening and odd. You just gotten used to a page filled with amazing tiny words. The feel of the keyboard under your fingers? Silly. Your fingers used to fly across the board…why is it now skittering hesitantly?

You may feel stupid. “How did I even write this last time?” you might say in annoyance. You may give up because it felt so uncomfortable and weird and new.

But this is me saying don’t give up. Take a step back. Breath. Look down. You may just need to do a little bit of adjustment, switch the shoes back to its proper place, and soon, you’ll be running.

-Choppy

How do you feel when you start a new project? Any advice you’d like to give to other writers about tackling the first draft?

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